Things came to a head with Her today, in my email box. Strange to think it's over, half of me expects it won't be, that things will go back to as they've always been soon enough. But somehow I suspect she's sticking with her decisions for once. If so, it means a chapter in our friendship is over. Still friends, yes. Coworkers, yes. But no longer leaning on me. Though it might be cruel of me to say so, the lifting of that burden is very welcome to me.
She asked me what was wrong, Saturday. I told her -- speaking of myself, not meaning of her problems -- that there are times when you have to stop talking to everyone else, and talk only to yourself.
It appears she's taken that advice too.
For me? Time to finish this, to pick up the last pieces and move on.
np: Go to Rakuen / Yako Kano (Wolf's Rain OST)
Obvious | 7/24/2005 11:04:00 PM
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Looks like I was right.
Most of what I wrote the other night is directed at the rest of our happy band, rather than you. Not to be overly blunt, but you're far enough away so as to not pose a huge risk. More importantly, you know to keep a safe distance. I don't think the line is as clear for the guys nearer here. Since I'm not as close to them to begin with, though, it shouldn't be too hard to pull back a little. I just hope they understand.
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