Yawn!

Damn I'm tired a lot lately. Late nights and early mornings. Underpaid work for Choo. I do way more than Keefester hired me to do. Oy. But it's good on the resume to be sure. And some money, even for finger breaking work, is better than none. But why do I have the sudden urge to be in Eugene again, slacking the night away in Josh's Exploder, waiting a trip into unknown territory? I have an odd craving for the crappy vending machine coffee we had there last....

I dread going north, even tho it's not to Oly. Truly I don't think I'm going to sleep another night in Oly, period. I'll probably be in C-Town instead. And I am not nervous about my test, despite not really having studied that hard. There's a class first, and I'm good at tests. But It's all just filler until I get myself settled. And I so want that. I just want all my stuff down here so I can get one with work. I have so many commitments these days, sheesh. Three web sites, the Choo work, pluse at least four or five side projects for Choo. Oy. And then there's friendships with others who need my help/advice/etc.... Unfortunately for one of them, I'm moving further away, and not closer. At least he has wheels now, so I'm confident we'll see each other again before the summer is here, much less out. But then there's all the schooling to handle, admissions, registration fees, software stuff I need to pay for, and all manner of other minor debts. I just got paid and already I am near to broke again. Argh!

Well anyway. Northbound I be. Train 508 leaves in about three and a half hours, and i'll be on it, and out of email range, for almost two weeks. *Sigh*

Such is life. Complicated and busy. Hey, you-know-who, you may be getting another 3am phone call soon if this level of stress keeps up. Erg.

At least I'll have one final decision this weekend: I'll either have my GCOR card, or not.